Sometimes I think I'd be better off in a place of my own. Then I'm not expecting anything from anyone and I won't be disappointed or let down when his actions show he'd rather spend time with his son than with me.
Saturday, May 19, 2012
TBOTE
Saturday, May 19, 2012. Home alone (again). Its been over a year since David has been spending the weekends at Davy's. I used to go in the beginning, but as my RA has progressed, the guest bed became increasingly uncomfortable. I do better in my own bed. Casey continued to go with him, but after a while, even she got tired of the every weekend thing. I should have marked the calendar way back when, but I didn't. I am now. So far, out of 3 weekends in May, he's been gone 2. The first weekend he didn't get home until 10:30pm Sunday night. He was grumpy, in pain and way overtired all that next week. He didn't go out the next weekend (mother's day), so he finally got some rest and was a little better last week. We'll see what time he gets home tomorrow night. I ask if he'll be home fairly early on Sunday. He can't promise - depends on what they get into.
Sometimes I think I'd be better off in a place of my own. Then I'm not expecting anything from anyone and I won't be disappointed or let down when his actions show he'd rather spend time with his son than with me. Time will tell...
Sometimes I think I'd be better off in a place of my own. Then I'm not expecting anything from anyone and I won't be disappointed or let down when his actions show he'd rather spend time with his son than with me.
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