Where to begin?

It's been an incredibly long time (almost 4½ years to be exact) and I really don't know where to begin. OK... RA is still the daily demon in spite of medication and surgeries (come back for that). Thrice divorced is the name of the game (insert single, alone, enlightened), shunned Mama is my name. Oh well... Stuff happens. My walk with God is stronger by the day. He has brought me THROUGH the fire! More to come... Promise... It's 5:30pm and I'm operating on peanut butter crackers and coffee. Not a good combination, I know, but more to come...